chasing amy reminds me so much of matt and my relationship.
except ben affleck isn't as huge of an asshole.

i love that movie.
they stayed broken up, and it was for the best.
i hope i find someone better, but sometimes i feel like i'll never find a guy i like as much as i liked him.

so today was pretty awesome.

well..theatre was. it was wilddd. and mr. b is too stupid to get off his fatass and do something. zack kept tickling me to death as usual only this time it was a lot more intense hahaha. like four people got in a group and started watching. because i know it looks like i'm having a seizure or something but i can't help it...ESPECIALLY on my neck. and ESPECIALLY when both him and max were tickling me, lol. and then zack sat on me. which hurt.
and it makes me mad when he does this shit; i don't care about max, but i hate it when zack just stares at me straight in the eye and smiles and doesn't say anything --
because he does that to every girl, and it doesn't mean anything at all.
well atleast he's not looking at my titties all the time instead like double d's erica ranck.

anyway...myles gooch is really nice, he said to me, "i like your purse, my mom has it, it's really expensive,"
and i said "well it was like 80 so that's nothing compared to all the other ones that are like 300."
and he gave me a high-five and said "erin, you're really cool."
=] and that made me feel good.
that i guess not all guys are into high maintenance bitches.
& i don't like him or anything; it just gives me new perspectives.

i think i like max nannini.

=/

ewewew makeup work.

and then we had a run test today. i passed it, but i pulled something in my knee somehow yesterday.
there's this really hot guy in gym who is just......super hot. yeah. but i think he has a girlfriend so i'll hold off on saying anything. not like i could get him anyway. not even gonna try. it's been kinda drilled into my head..."no guy will look at you because your boobs have gone away."

i hate biology. i barely have a B. i'm not complaining. though i don't see how the fuck anyone in there could possibly have a 99. some people are just too smart.

in geometry i have a 63, but only because i wasn't there yesterday and couldn't take the test, or get the homework assignment. haha it probably won't go up much. but i made my first 100 on a quiz and i am extremely proud.

to be honest? i'm not looking forward to homecoming much anymore because my mom is making me go to emily simpson's house since everyone is going there and kelsey vankirk invited me, and she thinks i need to hang out with people like that.

don't get me wrong, i think kelsey is sweet...but when you hang around a bunch of ditzes, it makes you feel like your IQ dropped about 100 points. i actually want to enjoy that night. but that won't happen. most likely me and mom will get in a big fight like we always do. because everyone else looks better than me, because they have a figure, because their hair is thicker, and because they get asked to homecoming.

i think there's something wrong with me that guys don't like me. they do, though, and then they find someone else because i'm always "just a friend". just that person that cracks jokes and laughs at everything, and someone who admits to playing video games. the funny person. not the girlfriend.
i'm trying my best to tune guys out though. well, only the ones that always come back because they probably can't find anyone else.

last call for friends cut, comment to be kept.

P.S.

FRIENDS CUT

friends only. add me first.